Music Thread - What songs help you?

Catto

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Music helps me through my dark times. I'll post some songs here with their meanings, interpretations, and how they relate to the struggles of PAS..
Feel free to post yours, along with their meaning to you.

Art can help us express ourselves.
 

Catto

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Everybody's on the prowl
Looking for something new
It doesn't matter if you're taken, no
Cause they'll take you
Everybody's on a hunt
Looking for something nice
It doesn't matter 'bout your strategy, no
It's just a roll of the dice

[Chorus]
I fell down a wishing well
I fell down a wishing well
I fell down a wishing well
Straight down to hell

[Verse 2]
Everybody's on their own
Looking for some place to go
It doesn't matter 'bout the money in your pocket
You don't need money down below
It doesn't matter if she's hot
Cause everybody's fucking cold
Live your life, live it quickly
Cause everybody's getting old

[Chorus]
I fell down a wishing well
I fell down a wishing well
I fell down a wishing well
Straight down to hell
Straight to hell
Straight down to hell

[Verse 3]
Everybody's on the prowl
Looking for something new
It doesn't matter if you're taken, no
Cause they'll take you

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Interpretations:
This song is like the theme song of PAS for me, for all my problems. For my state.

"Everybody's on the prowl
Looking for something new"

Everybody here is looking to feel something, feel happy, get better.

"It doesn't matter 'bout your strategy, no
It's just a roll of the dice"

Sometimes, you have doubts that recovery programs will work, or things will get better.
This also can be related to the "chance" that we'd even develop PAS in the first place. The dice roll we fucking lost.


"I fell down a wishing well"
Being on accutane is like falling down a wishing well, hoping for a wonderful life without acne and a happy life afterwards, only to fall down into hell, a state of sorrow and suffering.

"Everybody's on their own
Looking for some place to go"

All of us, we're looking for a better place to go.

"It doesn't matter 'bout the money in your pocket
You don't need money down below"

Money can't buy you happiness in this state.

"It doesn't matter if she's hot
Cause everybody's fucking cold"

Sexual issues caused by accutane.
 
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Catto

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Blue Boy, worried 'bout the world's eyes
Worried, every time the sun shines

Worried about his
Haircut

Calm down, sweetheart
Grow up

Blue Boy
Blue Boy
Blue Boy
Blue Boy

Blue Boy, older than the world knows
Honey, that's the way that life goes

No use, acting
So tough

Calm down. sweetheart
Grow up

Blue Boy
Blue Boy
Blue Boy
Blue Boy


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Interpretations:

To me, this one is a personal one.
It makes me cry a lot...

"Blue Boy, worried 'bout the world's eyes
Worried, every time the sun shines"

I sing this song to my past self, to the sad boy that I was.. sad because I had some acne all over my face..
I sing about the boy that I was before accutane, how he was worried about the world's eyes.


"Calm down, sweetheart
Grow up"

I sing this to warn him... to tell him "Honey, grow up.. just deal with it, you're being silly"

"Blue Boy, older than the world knows
Honey, that's the way that life goes"

I thought I was old, and could make my decisions. I know now I was just a poor silly boy.


I wish I had someone to tell me it wasn't worth it.. to sing me that song.
But that's not the life I live in..
 
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Catto

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It's so much easier said than done
Constantly feeling like
Your mind is on the run
Distractions and confusion
You can leave them behind
Aint no use looking back
You need to get from where your at
To where your going
The door is wide open
The only thing left to do is

Figure out your own way
Figure out your own way
Figure out yohr own way

Theres so much for you
To see on your own
Theres so much for you to do
When your alone
You just might find
The path to your throne

You know
The only way to find is your own
Your own way
Figure it out

Figure our your own way
Figure our your own way

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Interpretations:

"It's so much easier said than done
Constantly feeling like
Your mind is on the run"

Getting over this state we're in is so much easier said than done, feeling like our mind is on the run.

"Distractions and confusion
You can leave them behind
Aint no use looking back"

We must push on, and forget about all the suffering and horrible times we've been through because of accutane.
We must stop worrying ourselves about how wonderful our lives were before, we must focus on our goal of recovery.


"You need to get from where your at
To where your going
The door is wide open"

We need to push on, and move away from where we are. The opportunity to heal is wide open, we have to chase after it.

"To see on your own
Theres so much for you to do
When your alone
You just might find
The path to your throne"

There's so much in the world for us to see, to experience. When we're on this journey, there's so much for us to do, to think about, and to try.

We might just find our way back to where we were.. our throne.
 

Catto

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I woke up this morning with the sundown shining in
I found my mind in a brown paper bag within
I tripped on a cloud and fell-a eight miles high
I tore my mind on a jagged sky
I just dropped in to see what condition my condition was in

Yeah, yeah, oh-yeah, what condition my condition was in

I pushed my soul in a deep dark hole and then I followed it in
I watched myself crawling out as I was a-crawling in
I got up so tight I couldn't unwind
I saw so much I broke my mind
I just dropped in to see what condition my condition was in

Yeah, yeah, oh-yeah, what condition my condition was in

Someone painted April Fool in big black letters on a Dead End sign
I had my foot on the gas as I left the road and blew out my mind
Eight miles outta Memphis and I got no spare
Eight miles straight up downtown somewhere
I just dropped in to see what condition my condition was in

I said I just dropped in to see what condition my condition was in
Yeah
yeah
oh-yeah

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Interpretations:

"I woke up this morning with the sundown shining in
I found my mind in a brown paper bag within"

The start. Going to the pharmacy, finding my pills of poison in the brown paper bag I got from the Pharmacy.

"I tripped on a cloud and fell-a eight miles high
I tore my mind on a jagged sky"

The destruction of my mind. The ripping of the happiness away from me. The tearing of my spirit.

"I just dropped in to see what condition my condition was in"
Along with all the things I do, I keep checking on my mental state , comparing myself to my past. Seeing how I'm doing.

"Someone painted April Fool in big black letters on a Dead End sign
I had my foot on the gas as I left the road and blew out my mind"

The trick the dermatologists/makers of the drug played on us, how we fell for the trap. Blewing out my mind meaning the drug destroying our mental states.


"Eight miles outta Memphis and I got no spare
Eight miles straight up downtown somewhere"

The Eight miles we must crawl is our journey to recovery, and peace.
 
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